Self-Cities-Addiction

Self-Cities-Addiction

With the long weekend over, I launch into a shortened week with energy and enthusiasm. There are several items I’ve got to get done and have been procrastinating about. I had something schedule for today (a golf game) that was unexpectedly cancelled, so I’ve gain a number of hours that I will put to good use.
A couple of things that have gone through my mind this morning.
Yesterday, a close friend decided to partake in his use of mood altering substance again. I feel for him, he is really struggling. I read this morning that ‘He that conquers himself is greater than he who conquers a city”. How true that is. If the energy and focus we put into conquering the world and its problems were put into spiritual connection and self growth, this world would awaken to all kinds of new possibilities. Understanding and loving self is the key to positive forward progress as an individual, and as people become self enlightened, the world we live in will become a much better place.
I also bench mark personal change in me. Sometimes recognizing the growth within you is difficult. We don’t notice change in those we’re closest to easily, and this includes self.
Over the weekend, I was asking a friend why, when he was given a compliment, he couldn’t just say thanks.
And it struck me, years ago, when I was given a compliment, it wouldn’t feel right and I would say something awkward. For me, this was my ego at work, and I know today ego doesn’t just manifest itself in “the big I am”. A lack of being able to accept a compliment that is meant is a form of ego out of control.
Over the weekend, upon reflection, I was in several situations were I was complimented. The words felt good, were genuine, and I could accept them with humility and gratitude with a simple thank you. This is certainly a sign of the progress I have made over the years, and I’m always amazed when I am able to recognize personal growth.
It’s great to be able to start the day after a long weekend feeling rested, positive, and ready to go. I was of use to others over the weekend by just being there and present for them, stayed away from thoughts of turning to my addictions, and felt comfortable in my own skin. I thank the higher power I have conscious contact with for that feeling, and putting others so important to my journey into my life.
It’s work in progress, but with help, my journey is helping me to conquer myself, and I spend far less time trying to conquer the metaphoric cities!